9/15/2007
I had the strangest, most vivid dream last night. Everyone I knew was in it, even Betrand, this guy from kindergarten who eventually went to NYPS but I never really spoke to him after I dropped out of K1. He actually lives just down the road. HAHA xD Anyway, almost everyone was in it, doing something I can't remember. We might have been in the zoo, in the ostrich arena thing. HAHA yeah. Otherwise, I'm mixing up dreams xD
Anyway, because I haven't done these in aaaaaages, and because the dream put me in mind of so many people, here goes, statements!
#1 You might have noticed that our friendship hasn't been moving forward. It's always revolving around the same lines, questions, answers, and to some extent, jokes. It's only been a couple of years, but at this point I'm not sure whether I want to be as close to you as it's made out to be. Maybe it's just me looking too much on the surface, but I mean, friends are supposed to build you up, not constantly put you down.
#2 You might be surprised you're on here if you're reading this, haha I don't think you'll know this is about you. But anyway, have I mentioned how amazing you are? xD We've had fun times online, and I was so shocked to learn how similar we are in terms of interests and what tickles our sense of humour. Haha you're clever and witty, and egoistic but sure, it was good to see you again.
#3 I'm not really sure what's gonna happen next year, but I hope we'll still be able to talk, and I hope you do well for Os, because it's what you deserve.
#4 I don't think I ever really got to know you properly until recently. Here comes the not-that-positive bit. You expect so much for me to do well, I find myself constantly not completely being myself in front of you because people's expectations make me do and say really stupid things I always kick myself for afterwards. To some extent, I don't think you're the kind of person I'd be good friends with had I met you just last year but yeah, here comes the positive bit: I'm actually really glad we're friends and you are who you are. I think, when the time comes, you're somebody anyone can count on. Haha thanks for your sincerity, but I still think there's so much more to you than you're letting on. Haha, I just made this so obvious to you.
#5 This one goes out to 2 people xD You're both sensitive, and you pick up on things no one else does. For that, I really admire you. Haha xD It came as a surprise when I first noted this fact but you're amazing, and I'm so glad we talk. & this is where it branches off: Person #1, I'm not sure I know you that well yet, but you're genuine, and you really really want the best for other people. That's so rare, and I love you for that. xD Person #2 you're not really in a good place right now, but I hope you re-find yourself soon because I'd love for you to be genuinely happy. (:
Haha I've thrown in a couple of phrases here and there to make them less obvious. Try to guess who they are, I won't say anything unless you're right xD.
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We're doing a project in school, and for that I had to review the Sec4's farewell video from last year because I totally forgot how to use Windows Movie Maker. Anyway, rewatched the video, and I found so many things I'd change, and so many different ways I'd have handled the whole thing had I done it this year. Haha it's only been a year, but it's lent so much perspective, and I'm wondering whether this just means I'm growing up, or I've finally moved on.
Anyway, I found some really good photos recently, will post them up when I've got more time. For now, the List (see previous entry) calls, should get down to some work. KEEP IT UP EVERYONE!
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